Remembering the Pulse tragedy

More than ever we need to remember Pulse and what hate mongering can lead to !!!

With the hate mongering politicians we have in-office right now we need to remember what that can lead to, not only for the LGBT+ community but for everyone !!! 

The road of hate is only paved with tragedy !!!  

  Remembering the fallen on this said day. 

 

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September is suicide prevention month So hear is my story

For practically all of my adult life I have been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts, most of it I believe exstianes from my being trans and the way the world looked at people like me and the way the world treated people like me.   I never even noticed that I had depression tell I started having suicidal thoughts, thinking suicide was the only way out of this mess of a life I now had and the fact that I couldn’t say with any real certainty what I was just made things worse. As the years pasted by I drank heavier and heavier and sleeped fearther down the rabbit hole of depression tell I could no longer see the light of day and nothing mattered at all, I drank very heavily at night trying to get alcohol poisoning  to die and when that didn’t work I tried a moltitued of things over the years to camite suicide. I didn’t stop trying tell about 6 year’s ago when I had my awakening, that was the day my suppressed memories came back from my childhood and then I knew What I was and I no longer had a death wish ( for a while anyway ) I joined a LGBT+ website for support and worked hard at trying to fix my brocken life, I realized why my suicide attempts had failed because for the support I got I gave back to people all around the world if I had died I wouldn’t be hear to help others. But for all my hard work and thinking I had beat my depression it came back and hit me hard 3 year’s ago around the year end holidays it got so bad that I tried to camite suicide by taking 500 500miligram Asperan and drinking a 6 pack of beer it rezolted in making me very sick the next day and for days after that. That was the last suicide attempt, iv realized I will probably always had depression and suicidal thoughts but the trick is not to give in to the depression and the little voice wispering in your ear to give up because you always have more work to do and people like you to help.    

 

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Flash Flooded

Well I got flooded this evening from a monsoon thunder storm, it started storming around 6 pm and the rain came down in bucket loads by 7:30 I had 2 inches of water outside my tent that was seping in everywhere, by the time it stopped raining around 8:30 I had about a inche of water in my tent and a tone of water under my tent it took about 2 hrs for that water to go away before I could start getting my tent dryed up some, now I have a bounch of stuff that’s all wet and I’ll probably have to trash because it’s very hard to get stuff dryed out and not have it smelling like mold.  I have a nuff problems with out needing this kind of crap, god I really hate life at times !!!      

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Poetry / Well get together then

Cats in the cratal little girl blue with her spoon in the moon can’t wait to soon to be together soon on the moon she can’t wait for a while she wants to go with you now but that’s a faul as she’ll have to wait a while little girl blue is blue for a while waiting to see you little girl blue misses you and doesn’t understand why she can’t go with you and play on the moon why does she have to wait a while to get together to play for a while on the moon !!!    

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Poetry / Dark Poetry

I escaped pergatory I walked throw the vally of the dead crossed the river sticks  and crowded throw the deep dark pitts of hell  just to see the other side of hell were the living dead rezid we’re pashone of heart means nothing to the heartless zombie’s of hell that destroy all things in their wake futal time wasted to save anything for this is hell and all things here die !!!    

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America’s New military division

I read about this breaking news last night on the net as I was gone throw a bounce of other news articles on Opera  ( a wed browser ) .  

“Hold on to your hats people your gonna love this one.” 😂  😝

Are infemise grand leader has dicided we needed a new military division for the twenty first centre !!!     

“” Introducing are new division  “” Space Command  “” !!!     A special alete fighting force for the new battleground, A alete group of specially trained soldiers to diffend america !!!   

Because as we all know the  ” Marshan’s from Uranyis ” are attacking and we need the  “” Space Command “”  to diffend america from Uranyis “”!!!    

Better yet why don’t we seened the genuice behind this mind blowing over extravagant plan to Uranyis in his own private space rocket along with piss head and any other monkey that supports this extravagant waste of money that is beyond are current technology to even hafe assly pull off !!!   

And for God’s sake’s couldn’t he have comeup with a better name then  ” Space Command “, I think someone has been watching too much ” Buck Roger’s ” lately !!!   😝 😂 🤣    

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Coalition for the homeless of central Florida / Their blog page

http://centralfloridahomeless.org/blog/

This is a nice blog page full of short stories of the people that have gone throw the program and gotten helped and it’s also about some of the programs and events they have there.   

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