To fill you in properly we need to back up about a month or so ago.
Around the end of may or so I was talking to the employees at the dollar store where I go a lot about trying to get a PO-box so I could continue to try and get health insurance and not having much luck at coming up with the money for it. Well about two weeks ago that guy that was working in there asked me if I still needed help with that I told him yes, well he said he could help me out with that in about two weeks I said thank you so much for that. I was suppose to meet him on the 5 for that but things happened and it didn’t happen ( another post on that later ). So I was hanging out at my normal place tonight ( July 8 ) about ready to go home when he came walking up to me and apologized for not showing up I told him that was alright because I wasn’t around long myself and explained what had happened and we chatted for a little while before he asked was that 80 dollars you needed I said yes that’s what it said on their website he pulled out some money and handed it to me and said I hope it helps I thanked him for the money and told him I would pay him back as soon as I possibly could because I know that’s a lot of money, he said don’t worry about it I’ve got money put away I asked him was he sure he said ya don’t worry about it, we talked for a while longer before he said he had to be getting home I thanked him again and off he went home.
I’m so thankful for that young man’s help now I can try to get health insurance and get the paperwork I need to try and get SSI disability and get back on food stamps again.
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Hellow friends and followers,
I know it’s been a while sorry for gust dropping off the face of the planet like that so let me fill you in a bit.
Christmas and New years is a difficulty time for me I tend to retreat from people around that time for a while then pop back up again but I got bissy with things I had to do, I got a new tent for witch I worked hard making a platform for so to have a nice place to set my new tent up on, witch isn’t easy with one bum arm and a bad back but I got it done. Shortly after finding out my family was moving out of state so I had to move my stuff that I had left to my tent witch gust wor me out even more phisicly and mentally. After they had left I crashed hard into a manic state ( depression) gone right off the edge almost into suicide again but not quite, I’ve spent the last couple of months trying to pull myself back out of that manic state of mind and really get back to doing something.
On the bright side of things that time off of doing nothing has allowed my arm to heal back up so it’s not hurting like hell 24/7 anymore tell I do something to nock it out of wack again.
I’ll be trying to get back on WP more often now, I’m sorry to everyone who’s comments I haven’t answered too I’ll be trying to get back on top of that again as well.
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More than ever we need to remember Pulse and what hate mongering can lead to !!!
With the hate mongering politicians we have in-office right now we need to remember what that can lead to, not only for the LGBT+ community but for everyone !!!
The road of hate is only paved with tragedy !!!
Remembering the fallen on this said day.
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Happy New Years everyone, I hope you all have a merry New Year’s where ever you are in this world.
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Merry Christmas Everyone, were ever you may be.
I hope you all had a very merry Christmas with your loved-one’s.
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Arr listen up ye scurby dogs to thy tail of thy name or I be running ye throw to ye land loving dogs !!!
I be carrying thy name Deathly Dawn handed down by that no good black hearted bilg rat Black beared him self.
After his black hearted mats tryed to have thr way with me, arr I cut thr timbers off the lot of them and didn’t bother with th plank as I sent thy lot th to Davey Jhonses locker in thy early morning dawn, th scurby rats that remained we’re to yellow to test th sord further.
Arr at last thy ship needs new rates to work thy deek so what say ye you scurby dogs sail under th pirate flag or meat Davee Jones ???
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For practically all of my adult life I have been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts, most of it I believe exstianes from my being trans and the way the world looked at people like me and the way the world treated people like me. I never even noticed that I had depression tell I started having suicidal thoughts, thinking suicide was the only way out of this mess of a life I now had and the fact that I couldn’t say with any real certainty what I was just made things worse. As the years pasted by I drank heavier and heavier and sleeped fearther down the rabbit hole of depression tell I could no longer see the light of day and nothing mattered at all, I drank very heavily at night trying to get alcohol poisoning to die and when that didn’t work I tried a moltitued of things over the years to camite suicide. I didn’t stop trying tell about 6 year’s ago when I had my awakening, that was the day my suppressed memories came back from my childhood and then I knew What I was and I no longer had a death wish ( for a while anyway ) I joined a LGBT+ website for support and worked hard at trying to fix my brocken life, I realized why my suicide attempts had failed because for the support I got I gave back to people all around the world if I had died I wouldn’t be hear to help others. But for all my hard work and thinking I had beat my depression it came back and hit me hard 3 year’s ago around the year end holidays it got so bad that I tried to camite suicide by taking 500 500miligram Asperan and drinking a 6 pack of beer it rezolted in making me very sick the next day and for days after that. That was the last suicide attempt, iv realized I will probably always had depression and suicidal thoughts but the trick is not to give in to the depression and the little voice wispering in your ear to give up because you always have more work to do and people like you to help.
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